Tekstong Naratibo: Darwin Y. Patac

                                      BESTFRIEND

                                                ni : Darwin Y. Patac

May classmate and bestfriend ko na crush mula grade school but nung grade 4 kami umalis sya sa province namin lumipat sya, until grade 10 nagkaroon kami ng connection sa pamamagitan ng facebook and yung crush ko may kapatid na lalaki na 1 year ang gap nila bale mas matanda yung crush ko. Yung kapatid ng crush may gusto sakin matagal na at alam ko yun at suddenly nanligaw sya nung nalaman nyang may fb ako well eto naman si ako mafall at dahil bawal akong magbf na pagdisisyonan ko M.U. nuna kami till lumipat yung kapatid ng crush ko sa province ulit namin. We go to malls but kahit na ganu never kaming nagholding hands. Pa maria clara bako pero siguro naniniwala lang ako na dapat no touch whahaha.. Masaya kami till dumating yung time na kinakatakutan ko nalaman nyang naging crush ko yung kuya nya. Simula nun umiwas na sya chinachat kinoll tinext ko sya pero wala, wala ninisa syang nireply at sinabi hindi nya man lang ako pinagpaliwanag... Nasa kwarto lang ako lagi iyak ng iyak every time na mag riring ang phone ko i was hoping na sya yun.. But the end of the day wala.. Hind sya. sobrang sakit that tym no one was their to comfort me... 1 month akong lutang vacation kaya ok lang... pero biglang may nagchat saki ay si Xclassmate/xCrush/bestfriend. Nagsimula sa kumusta hanggang sa lagi nakaming magkachat magkatext magkacall yung feeling na we cant live kaming communication, like no can stop us. Umamin sya na mahal nya nako mula grade school plang pero torpe daw sya at mas pinili nya ang friendship kasi dun kami mag tatagal. Umamin din ako.. pero sa pag amin namin we stock of being bestfriend we love each other pero sadyang maria clara ako whahaha... at dahit mahal nya ko hinihintay nya ko well at dahil top student sya ayaw nyang pabayaan ang study nya like me... ....then akala ko masaya akala ko sya na si forever but nawalan kami ng communication na syang nagdudugtong samin 1month kaming nawalang ng communication... Aug 04 (12:00 am) its my birthday saktong may nagtext

Unknown number

"Hellow sunget, I miss you alot you know i always think of you. By the way Happy bertday sunget. But inspite of your kasungitan i still CARES for you"

Hay unknown # man yan i still know sino yan walang ibang kung di sya... Paano dahil sa callsign namin na SUNGET but make me strange yung "i still CARES for you" because i was expecting na "I still love you" pero ganun panam nag reply ako

Me

"Hi sunget miss you to. Whahaha ang tanda ko na noh. Ok lang yan basta Grow old with you whahah ang corny ko.. thank you pala mwa labyow"

Him

"No problem basta ikaw"

Me

"baha nun ohh! Nasaan labyow too ko? "

Him

"Bkt ang pabebe mo ngayun"

Me

"Cause i really miss you"

To make the story short how many time i say i love him but he never reply i love you too. Nasana that was my very special gift but wla.. Basyu! then bigla natext ulit sya ng gabi "You make my world very different. Whatever happen Remember this i love you, i really do pero baka hindi lang tlga tayo para sa isat isa i have a girlfriend now. Good bye"

Ang plano ko sa birthday ko ay maging special ito pero hind it becomes the saddess day of my life it tripples the pain nung sa kapatid nya.. Ang sakit sobra i dont know how to move on. Ang life so sinubsob ko sa pagaaral ang life ko till nararamdaman kona na unti inti nakaka move on nako from pain...

Before seambreak some texted me..

Unknown number...

"I will come back"

Next day

Unknown number...

"Hope you still accept me"

Walang akong nireplayang sa mga yun first i dont have time and second i dont have load..

Oct 28 nag text ulet yung unknown number

"Sunget im here. Sa tapat ng puso mo waiting for you.. na buksan ulit ito. Can i enter again"

Bkt ngayun pa kung kailan move on nako bkt. Till now di ko pa nirereplayan.. what will I tell.. I really dont know.